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  • Age: 20s
  • Location: Southern England, UK
  • Occupation: being a Princess..
  • Education: GCSE/A-Level/Bachelors
  • Pros: I love Islam, my pets, my friends and my family
  • Cons: I hate being lonely, missing people, work, not having healthiness
  • Aspirations: train in something useful like teaching, get married and have children (I think that wraps it up nicely!)

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2003-07-23 - 11:25 p.m.

Okies, here I am.

Finished work for the week. Thank God. I am soooooo fed up with that place and those people. Interestingly, the other lady, who works on lunch-time cover and joined two weeks after me, told me today that she has been offered a new job.. which means she will have to hand in her notice as it starts before her contract ends. This made me feel minorly happy about not renewing my contact... should they wish to renew it that is. I even plucked up the courage to mention that I am leaving to one of the full-timers... yay!

Ummm... am feeling a bit peed off... to the point that I have even picked an argument with someone to because I was so bored! *shame on me :'(* Well they were in the wrong, but normally I would have said nothing.

My cat is back, thank God and I am trying to endear him to me now. He disappeared for 5 days and I think someone shut him in their home. One of the people that live in our road found him and returned him to us.

My manager had a word with me about my ummm... women's problems yesterday and suggested I go to the doctor and ask to be sorted out/referred to a women's bits specialist. The idea doesn't exactly fill me with joy, but she has a point. My experience of these people is that they are useless, but I am seriously thinking about this because it's beginning to affect my work.

I am still having feelings of loneliness. I don't really know why.. I guess there is not one particular reason that's causing it, just a mix of things. It's not like I am actually alone! I have become more reflective and introverted... so that's probably not helping. My mom was commenting today how weird it is that I am so shy these days, because all my life I have been considered an extrovert. :S

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