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2003-06-12 - 10:49 a.m. He decided to verbally attack me last night. I tried to stick up for myself, but I really didn't have any answers to the accusations and tirade of yelling. I was tired from two days of work, sadly I was actually feeling quite happy for once before he started on me. I met this really nice woman at work. She's intelligent because she's a senior practioner... whereas most of the people I work with seem to have brains the size of peas. I get ridiculed for having a degree. Anyway, she wants to meet up next week at lunch for a coffee... so that made me feel really cheerful. I just don't know what to do anymore. To him it's all clear cut... Nosher just isn't trying hard enough, she's lazy, slow and generally did a crap degree. For me - weirdly I was optimistic - I kept thinking that something would turn up, if only I was patient and just kept trying. Now I don't know anymore, it's like whatever I do it's not gonna be good enough... cos it's just wrong! I sobbed my heart out last night. Now I just can't be bothered. On a lighter note... I'm hoping to go to the seaside at the weekend :) oooh and I have my pedicure on Saturday. |
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