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2003-02-16 - 1:32 a.m. Just a quick entry due to the time and the need for me to get some shut eye - if possible. Had a terrible, terrible, argument/incident/inexplicable thing with him today. I had a good few hours with him... was really happy and relaxed and not feeling stressed or worrying about tomorrow and the course... and then this thing occurs. After that I felt sick - thought I might puke - started bleeding and my neck started playing up... I hate my body... Eventually I went downstairs and looked in the mirror... to see two massive black rings round my eyes *insert wrinkle of the nose* I really and truly looked like... The Phantom of the Opera - I actually shocked by my own reflection. So I got in the bath and had a long soak to try and relieve the pain. So basically my happiness was gone... Apart from that - didn't do anything today. My parents went out and left me behind... purchased some large rugs to go in the lounge and dining room. Look really nice and luxurious! I made myself a light lunch because they were eating out. Later this evening I packed half the stuff I need to take to P's flat. Snuggled with the cats a bit and generally lounged around. Bizarrely I didn't want to get too stressed today because of going to London tomorrow... but that went out of the window... I knew if I ended up overdoing it physically or emotionally then I would probably have a bad M.E. day and snooker myself... oh well c'est la vie... |
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