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2003-01-12 - 10:45 p.m. Yesterday I decided to make an omlette at 9am - a cheese and mushroom one to be precise. I feel this is proof of my insanity. As if anyone needed any! Didn't really do anything particularly awesome yesterday... just the usual, although I did manage to insert a 1 hour session of Ricki viewing into the day and I attempted to go to sleep before midnight - woohoo... I finally made a decision to do an IT course instead of a TEFL course - difference = about �650 and 2 days as opposed to 17 weeks... not much then?! Anyways, this IT thingy is only an Introduction to Networking (Networking Foundation or some other poncy title) and should give me a clue if I wanna do that or not. Feel much more relaxed about it too than I did about the TEFL. I had visions of humiliation a la Hebrew Lessons with teacher from hell. Especially when I started looking at the pre-interview test section named: Phenology. Today was weird: - I woke up at 6am - I changed religion (although I wasn't really a member of a religion to start with) - I did my cycling even though I had no intention to - I started writing a kind of fictional thingy (am not elaborating any further cos it's way too embarassing) - I began to feel less like a lard ass and more like a human being - My face looked like someone had stuck a bicycle pump in my mouth and inflated it - I ate ice cream for the first time in months - last time was in Belgium in July 2002 (and people worry about MY eating habits!) - I realised I face a lot of gigantic challenges and am scared - My bf asked me to wake him at 10pm so I tried to but his phone was switched off... duhhhh!!!! - Realised I am my bf's conscience when it comes to studying... hell I might as well study and take the exams for him cos he doesn't seem to have anywhere near the level of fear that I seem to be able to generate in myself about my or another person's exams!!!!! - I found out it is possible to induce facial wrinkles (that were not there) in the space of 4 hours if you smile and laugh too much - take note everyone I cycled, and yesterday I also did pilates and bellydancing... am turning into a right little freak... it's when I start walking round nibbling on a stick of celery whilst holding a bottle of evian that I know I have reached the peak of weight mania... anyone would think Im getting married or something the way I step onto the scales each morning. I swear my morning weigh-in sesh can seriously decide the fate of that day... for example if I have gained weight = moodiness, day from hell, inability to touch anything calorific, drinking water to make myself feel full and generally biting everyone's head off... I fainted yesterday morning (pre-omlette) due to the fact I had not eaten anything since the previous afternoon... proof I can't fast... I never thought I would be a fatty... |
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