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2002-11-22 - 9:24 p.m. Blurgh... I am watching Fame Academy - God I must be mad! Kitty is lying on my leg and I just ate a bowl of lemon yoghurt - justified due to me not eating tea/dinner. Sooooo.... I feel really, really weird and this is - I figured - due to two things: 1. I have not seen my bf online today at all. How strange is that... I can't remember a day when I didn't talk to him. I was online 4 times today for varying amounts of time... just checking in to see if he was there. The really odd thing is that I came online earlier and there was his name... hi-lighted on MSN messenger. So I sat there for a few seconds pondering... and saying hi to other people... and then I typed: "Hey" to 'him'. Anyway 'he' did not respond and then when I looked again the 'person' had put "Away" and then when I looked again 'he' had logged off. Strange... so I was a bit miffed about this and kinda wondering... ok what did I do?? Anyway I have come to the conclusion that it was not him. Maybe that's true OR maybe it's not? BUT I like to think that, in order to put my mind at rest and make myself feel better about it! However, that still does not alter the fact that I MISS HIM! *sniff sniff* 2. My friend - her mom was murdered... well I just feel like I don't know what to say to her half the time. She is behaving as one would expect someone to behave who this has happened to, but I feel like I am putting my foot in it if I am not careful. I never had to deal that much with death. - I watched Celebrity Big Brother earlier for a bit and I realised... how large Ann(e) Diamond has become! She is really a chunky monkey. Her face looks bloated as well. What is it with women becoming large recently? The people they have in there at the moment are really boring - I guess it's probably because no other celebrities were desperate enough to go in there! - BBC2 doesn't work on my TV at the moment for some reason... strange... Hmmm... I think I am gonna go put my pjs on and get into bed and read yesterday's newspaper - that I didn't get to read yet. Nothing else intersting has been happening to me except the fact that the new washing machine has a problem and the store people are being all arsey about it. "Go mom" - she's giving them a right run for her money... - I need to do some more exercise tomorrow... "*THINK THIN>>>THINK THIN*" BBL Peeps |
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