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2003-11-11 - 9:47 p.m. Thought I had better update. I'm back from my trip staying with his sister. I had a great time. She was so sweet, I didn't feel moody or annoyed with her once. We got on really well and did all sorts of girly stuff, which I really need to do because I miss out on that living here. We went shopping, ate lots of junk food, watched movies and tv, read magazines, chatted about girly and serious things and ate in a Turkish restaurant. I hope she enjoyed it as much as I did. Yesterday I had my 'Work Focus Meeting'. It was a complete pile of pants. They still had my details on there from last year, so they just updated it and my hours dropped from 20 to 16. The girl/woman who interviewed me was really depressing and unhelpful. She basically turned round and said... you are going to be stuck in this situation forever unless you get a long-term plan like do more training and/or set up a business. Well, duhhhhhh! I mean I really needed someone to point that out to me. My mom sat in on this part of the interview thingy and seemed kind of shocked at what the woman said. I think it's harder for her to hear this from a stranger than it is for me. It seems more final when it comes from her than if we are talking about it. I felt really lost after that. It raises all the questions and points that have been raised before and I have had to live with. It's difficult to know what to do. Other than that, not a lot has been happening. Mom is trying to persuade me to start learning to drive again. I am really not keen, but then again I need to learn so I can be more independent I guess. I just never go anywhere that my mom or dad is not going to unless it's London or a long way, in which case I couldn't take or borrow the car. I am even frightened of doing the theory test... I mean how retarded is that?! *sigh* |
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