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2003-09-03 - 11:35 p.m. Planning... my whole life consists of planning. I plan my every move. I am sure this is using excess brain power that I clearly don't have. I can't even spend a day at home alone without planning and calculating the energy needed to do the day's tasks. It ocurred to me yesterday that... NO, this is NOT normal. When you have been suffering from planning disease for a long time, you are conditioned into assuming that everyone else does this and it is in fact normal. I am blessed though. I have some great friends. Today P drove all the way here to spend some time with me. We had a nice time chatting, catching up and eating pizza. And, then to top it off.. my friend E is being such a star, calling me all the time and chatting on MSN to keep me chirpy and check up on me. Mwah mwah to them both. Am trying to cure my balding patch - more on that soon. Oh and my sister announced to me that they (sis and sis' fiance) may be popping round to stay on Sunday. *slits neck with knife* I really don't want them to come here when I am on my own. I told her there will be no food here and I will hide in my room. Urgh! Thing is she kinda needs to come here because they are supposed to be finding a place to live this way... so it's inevitable. He is continuing to be weird to me. I wish I could shake him or bang his head against the wall till he was normal toward me. |
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