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2003-04-25 - 9:31 p.m. I am having a really terrible evening. I can't really explain why. It's just everything - my self esteem is at an all time low, I feel very fragile and one of the few people I was really close to... I am no longer close to anymore. This diary's look actually kinda goes quite well with how I feel right now, blank, white, numb... I sometimes wonder if I am mentally unstable. It crosses my mind every so often. I wonder am I in denial of some mental illness? Am I Bi-Polar? I really am beginning to think I am suffering from some insanity. My moods are all over the place and I seem to depend on others to make me happy. I think if I was happy in myself then I wouldn't need others to make me feel good or make me happy and others would not be able to make me feel so down and upset. I wish I could run away to sort my head out. It would be a seriously tempting idea if I didn't have work. I just wanna get away from everything and be me. |
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