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2003-04-21 - 10:35 p.m. Today has been weird. Well weird from the point of view of... I felt very stressed out for no real reason. I randomly burst into tears in the afternoon while stressing online to one of my friends. I really have changed a lot into a paranoid, insecure sort of person - or that's how it seems to me. I don't want to go to work tomorrow. I was rather enjoying living in my 5 day holiday bubble. Now it's back to reality... which quite frankly sucks like a turbo vacuum. I didn't do too much today... lay around practicing my Adobe Photoshop skills, sorting out my CV, writing a report for work and generally loafing. I miss doing this! On my days off from work I am so exhausted that I spend the whole time recovering and so I don't get a chance to potter around and feel truly free and rested. I knew that I would miss my life of leisure once the reality of work hit me like an anvil dropping from the sky, but I guess the grass is always greener. I was hankering after a job so that I could once again be seemingly 'normal'. Having said that, it's not working that I hate... it's the job. When I worked in the university... I didn't mind that so much because although it was hard work, it was at least interesting. Oh well had better go to sleep or try to... am doubtful about that happening. |
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