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 You are Beauty. You are beautiful, whether it be on the inside, the outside, or both. People are drawn to you as strongly as you are drawn to the beauty in the world around you. What Emotion Are You? brought to you by Quizilla |
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2002-11-10 - 0:12am For a while this month I was happy, truly happy. One person made me feel like that. This person has the ability to make me feel like the happiest and most fortunate person on this earth, BUT they also have the capability to make me feel so terrible that I just want to not be here anymore. How can someone do that to me? Last night I upset and made really angry and mad, the person who I love more than anyone else in the world and now he doesn�t want me anymore. I just can�t hack this. I have no one to talk to about it � hence the fact I am writing this in here. I wonder if what I am feeling or was feeling is different to him and maybe I am just some fruitcake that should have been admitted to the asylum years ago. I can�t just turn love off overnight. On the other hand I cannot believe that if you truly love someone you would not want them to be your bf/gf. He doesn�t want me as his gf anymore � so maybe he never loved me like I believed and thought. He will just forget about me after a few days or weeks� he'll be single, on the market again, ready to fall in love with someone else � someone easier. |
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