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2002-11-07 - 9:05 p.m. So how have things been in the land of me? Well ok I guess. Monday was the day of overspending for me� I got so many things � oops! I needed all of them though so that is something good I guess. Tuesday was spent filling in a form and doing lots of housework and Wednesday was spent looking for work in UAE and helping mom. Today has been a bad day for me� I mean not bad in some ways, but I have been in so much pain and nothing takes it away� I just feel like I don�t know where to put myself. I spent a couple of hours on the sofa watching TV which was ok, but I didn�t manage to help mum so much today. I did do some washing and make dinner and type some giant article up for her. My mom has been a lot better recently because I am helping her I guess. I am really pleased about that, but she gets angry with me easily still. I feel like I am treading on eggshells a lot of the time. Tomorrow I am going to Watford to visit my friend and hopefully we will have a great time. I just don�t know how I will manage pain wise� I have to get up at 6am as well� good practice I guess. All this rain is doing my bones in� but mentally I am feeling not too bad. I mean I am happy, which is always good. I guess I just feel a little lost right now. Mentally I have direction, but physically and financially, practically etc., my direction is not necessarily workable... I have good ideas but they are hard to put into plan. Anyway God will guide me and help me I am sure. :-) |
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