My Diary Stuff
You are Beauty. You are beautiful, whether it be on the inside, the
outside, or both. People are drawn to you as
strongly as you are drawn to the beauty in the
world around you.
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2005-04-15 - 6:22 p.m.
Been re-reading over posts.. remembering some big events in my life and all the stuff in between. I still write on Diaryland, it's my form of therapy... the faceless *person* who I can divulge my feelings to without fear of being judged or attacked.
Things ended with the *him* of this diary... which was really a good thing. He was emotionally abusing me and I was getting stuck in a deeper and deeper rut. I finally got to the point where I felt strong enough to cut the contact and take a break from having relationships. I am so glad that I did that.
I spent a few months in contemplation, praying and reading A LOT. I decided that I would have one last try at finding a soulmate/life partner/husband and I asked Allah (swt) to guide me in this process... that if I was to meet someone... it would happen and I would know that they were the right person for me.
So it happened and that's where I am at now... waiting to get engaged. It's been a long time since I felt capable of facing up to this diary and facing up to the ridiculous relationship I got myself into, but I have made it and I am glad that I came here.